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The Formica Shatters

by Babay Jicks and The Ghoul Fiends

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1.
All the familiar faces Accumulate on a screen Silent they stare back at me I wonder what it all means I’m not your familiar friend I feel so alien I try to explain this to you But you just don’t comprehend I can’t plug in I can’t relate So far removed I am exhumed Come into me See my workings IF you could see Then you’d believe This form of repetition will do Us in for sure
2.
From the depths of perception the bars rise Caging in my grief I’m expressing the feelings I foster They surface and make me sick I’m not choking back the words Put on the band aid to solve all my problems But the structure’s IN NEED OF suturing Neurosis narrating anguish That I’m harboring Gestation just prolongs the suffering ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah This is painful, it’s how I feel What is real? I cannot deal My third eye gummed up and De-co-rat-ed in styes I’m electric, I’m detesting I’m Oppressing the currents that Reveal how I’m feeling I’m bolted to the ceiling I’m a blot on the shirt that Was meant for showing The augmented anguish that I presently feel This mess we’re making It’s fruitless, frustrating My walls are shaking And they’re fumigating ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
3.
Just dub him as The Wild Man He wants to etch into memory Things not meant to be understood He was made to be on TV He’s done showing you his old card tricks Just bill him as “The King of Cards” He’s uninterested in the benign He wants to keep you riveted Escaping is his reverie I challenge you to keep him locked up Perhaps you know his famous act, the Chinese Water Torture Cell? He devoted his entire life To debunking spiritualists That gives you something to think about When writing in his memory My Teenie Weenie Houdini Throw that damn key away If magic could be broken down Everything would just make more sense Let’s perform a seance Rosabelle Believe He’s been dead for a hundred years His corpse is contained in coffin cell But I suppose he is predisposed To trickery in the spirit world My Teenie Weenie Houdini Throw that damn key away Everything makes sense
4.
i’m an odd man on even numbered years Non-issue faux pas encumber me from toe to ear I’m troubled by failed attempts to make friends proud Symmetries are formed that way but the method confounds Seven eight nine nights of sans dream sleep Question common things but let’s not delve too deep The fate of ours evokes no empathy Forgetting that we brought this on ourselves Without considering the questions we ask And how they make us feel Oh I must be Bored I must be bored, like any man I’m Bored I’m stricken with ennui Bored I am so Bored like any man I’m bored And stricken with ennui I’m an odd man with a number of feels It’s difficult to discern these from ideals If I don’t make impact, I may as well be dead But how does this apply to the occupants of the head? Bored I must be bored, like any man I’m Bored I’m stricken with ennui Bored I am so Bored like any man I’m bored And stricken with ennui Forgetfulness is a sign of my flailing identity But perhaps ideals have sealed the fate in me Bored, so bored I’m bored Stricken with ennui
5.
Grief 04:45
I can’t sit still Can’t fall asleep I keep brooding In thought too deep Silence my mind, I wish I could unwind The whir of routine keeps me unhinged There is a little voice in my head reminding me to Take my time When I feel rushed When I feel disgusting and lose my touch Where do I begin To find where I belong? Where do I begin To trace where I went wrong? I gave myself chills from standing in place Channeling ghosts through an instrument When was the last time I stood alone? When did I last revel in solitude? Where does it get me to to do for others What I can never do for myself? It’s given me nothing But grief But at last, some relief It’s like eating cherries And biting the pits Or hurling blunt objects to See what sticks What good does it do to follow directions I find myself harrowed as consequence It’s given me nothing, but grief But at last, some relief
6.
Angerlou 03:22
7.
Filthy Shoes 04:42
I can seldom think of anything that’s more important to me than clean shoes I can’t think of any films that I watched as a kid better than clean shoes I just feel at ease when I’m wearing my clean pair of chuckies. I can think of all the good times I’ve had out while wearing my clean shoes I can think of all the places and the trips that I’ve been wearing clean shoes Why I would only feel dismay If my shoes were given to me filthy today I wouldn’t wear these filthy you see Appearances are everything to me Now give me my clean shoes Give me my clean shoes
8.
26th Year 02:52
9.
I took off my vest and it’s rested in my backseat for a week I’m encircling the blocks, ruminating- an encumbrance of feelings festering I kept myself awake- a night sans sleep Reflecting on dalliances past when I eagerly took a leap At times I question what it is I’ve been reflecting on All the moments of pining were stolen- acting falsely for the sake of love There’s no reimbursement of time lost to incubating stillborn ideals I’m immersed quite to the point of barely floating Enough to breathe It’s all fleeting Figuring it was worth freezing the feelings remaining And leaving myself wholly bereft I abstained from defrosting my just barely living Disposing of the pieces frost bitten in depth
10.
She’s a spectre in my mind all the time. Haunting me while I false start attempts to unwind. She’ll be hailing a cab on my behalf, when I die. She’s the object I’m affected by. She’s laying dormant and I’m right behind. She’s been hailing a cab on my behalf; have I died? It’s not at all like before, when all I knew was a bore. It’s a new faculty. A sense that won’t let me be. She’ll be hailing a cab on my behalf, when I die.

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Recorded between 2014 and Summer 2016 at the Bull Creek House in Austin, TX

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released April 11, 2020

Alberto Paez - Vocals, Lead Guitar, Synths, Drums, Rhythm and Bass
Michael Young - Violin on The "Trouble With Ennui"

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Babay Jicks and The Ghoul Fiends Brooklyn, New York

Post-punk, Shoegaze & Noise band based outta Brooklyn.

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